Giving up Slowly

You know what? if anyone really cared I wouldnt be where I am today-alone and hated. I want to be normal but Im not. I suffer with depression an eating disorder and social anxiety. I wish my friends understood me better. I cant just get better no and i cant just be happy. I cant just talk to people because it terrifyys me. Im all alone in this worrld but dont worry - im used to it now.